UNDERSTANDING ME

28 things that i wishes my boyfriend know 

#1 When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.

#2 When she misses you, she's hurting inside.

#3 When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.

#4 When she walks away from you mad, follow her.

#5 When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.

#6 When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.

#7 When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.

#8 When she ignores you, give her your attention.

#9 When she pulls away, pull her back.

#10 When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.

#11 When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.

#12 When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

#13 When she's scared, protect her.

#14 When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.

#15 When she steals your favorite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

#16 When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.

#17 When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.

#18 When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.

#19 When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.

#20 When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.

#21 When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.

#22 When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.

#23 When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.

#24 Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.

#25 Don't let her have the last word.

#26 Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.

#27 Say you love her more than she could ever love you.

#28 Argue that she is the best girl ever.

#29 When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.

#30 When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.

#31 Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.

#32 Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.

#33 Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

#34 Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.

#35 Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

#36 Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.

#37 Let her into your world.

#38 Let her wear your clothes.

#39 When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

#40 Let her know she's important. 

#41 Kiss her in the pouring rain.

#42 When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

#43 After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too  :')

"Ya Allah, aku memohon petunjuk daripadaMu dengan ilmuMu dan aku memohon ketentuan daripadaMu dengan kekuasaanMu dan aku memohon daripadaMu akan limpah kurniaanMu yang besar. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Berkuasa sedangkan aku tidak berkuasa dan Engkau Maha Mengetahui sedangkan aku tidak mengetahui dan Engkaulah Yang Maha Mengetahu segala perkara yang ghaib.

 Ya Allah, seandainya Engkau mengetahui bahawasanya dialah adalah baik bagiku pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan kesudahan urusanku sama ada cepat atau lambat, takdirkanlah ia bagiku dan permudahkanlah serta berkatlah bagiku padanya dan seandainya Engkau mengetahui bahawa dia mendatangkan keburukan bagiku pada agamaku, kehidupanku dan kesudahan urusanku sama ada cepat atau lambat, maka jauhkanlah aku daripadanya dan takdirkanlah kebaikan untukku dalam sebarang keadaan sekalipun kemudian redhailah aku dengannya".

End

dyandyana

Someday,

i will love someone

like the way that

I LOVE YOU now,

but starting that day

i will never loved you again

like the way that i did..

Moving on..

Moving on, two little words which lay a great impact on every one’s life. It’s so easy to say, “Move On”. But is it really that easy? Memories of the days spent together where we laughed as one, now make us cry. Promises made to each other lay unfulfilled at the cost of our lives. The evenings spent together in that coffee shop, the nights spent talking over the phone and the mornings when we woke up to each other texts or calls… everything seems to be a past now.

Who knew one day I would wake up only to find that you are no more in my life? Now each and every morning I would have to wake up without your text or call and every night I have to cry myself to sleep while loneliness would wrap my heart. We promised each other that we will be there by each other’s side forever, but now I know, our forever was not long enough. We are parting ways, may be because we have realized that we are not meant to be together.

We would meet a lot of people in our lives, some would touch our soul and steal our heart but then, sometimes, we need to know that not everyone is going to stay in our lives till the end. One day, they would leave by giving you beautiful memories where you laughed together, cried together, cuddled together and promised to be together. But life is a roller coaster ride. It won’t remain the same ever. It would change, Times would change, People would change and Priorities would change.

One day, you would realize that everything had just changed. You would realize that you can no longer be together, then either you choose to let go or make a choice to stay and work out your relationship. Neither of them is easy. The hardest is to let go and then move on. It’s difficult to forget a person who had been so close to your heart once and now you have to be like known strangers. The thought of never seeing each other again just rips your heart apart which shatters into million pieces with that immense pain of losing someone you love and with whom you were meant to be forever.

But then, life is all about change and new beginnings. Some people come into your life to make you smile, make you laugh and fill your life with colors and then one day, they leave your heart void. That’s how it is meant to be. It’s upon you either you remember them with a smile or with a stream of tears.

Be thankful that you lived that chapter of your life and get prepared for another chapter in your life because at the end of the day, your life is a book with numerous chapters within it. Some of the chapters may make you smile and some may make you cry but whatever they do, they happened for a reason, they happened so that your book of life is complete with all emotions of human heart.

Moving on never meant to 'forget' the past. It always meant accepting that there is no point in looking back. It always meant to get prepared for another chapter in your life. It always meant to smile when you remember that someone in your life. It always meant to forgive the reason that forced you to move on… it just meant, live again as you lived before that chapter in your book came into existence. It just meant that destiny have some better plans for you for which you have to wait some more.

Until then, make sure that reminiscences of the past make you smile instead of making you cry. Time heals every scar, and one day, you would live another chapter which would continue till the end of your book. Until you find that last chapter of your life, keep moving on… that’s life..

dyandyana

i cry for the time that you were almost mine..

i cry for the memories i've left behind..

i cry for the times i thought i had you..

another MONTH.

another YEAR.

another SMILE.

another TEAR.

another WINTER

and

another SUMMER too.

but there can never be another YOU.

Sometimes,

I just wanna tell you everything...

how I feel about you, 

how much you mean to me, 

how much I care about you, 

and 

how much I love you.

Its when I look forward in my day

to even pass you,

or see you for a second,

that makes my heart skip a beat.

Every day I tell myself I need to get over you, 

But every night I find myself thinking about how much

I want you back!

LOVE will always find a WAY :')